It all begins now.

Write up has been long overdue...

In the span of almost 6 months being briefly absent from the blogging world, I turned a year older...although not too sure, any wiser...

I have learnt many things over the years but I'm pretty sure it's not enough to gear up me for whats waiting for me out there.

It's like being covered by this blanket or curtain. Suddenly when the blanket and curtain has been lifted, the shock becomes oh!so overwhelming because then I'd think twice as to whether I know myself enough to trust the judgements I'm bound to make for myself and my loved ones in the near future.

And with that in mind, let me touch a little bit about the beginning...

It's begins with the beginning of the end of many things which I personally choose to put behind me...

The hardest part of my life is trying to be someone I'm not and that desperate urge to fit in with the wrong kind of people. Hard, not because it was necessary, but because I wanted to...and I had to pay that hefty price with that...my 'bleeding' back and the worst sort of mentality. How could one sit down and talk about the negative aspects of others? I'm glad I did not get carried away by being part of these insensitive people.

And...with regards to my academic performance, I think we all deserve what we got. So before we go asking others what they Failed...lets be positive about it and congratulate each other for the papers we've passed. In this aspect, no one should make any...and i mean ANY passing judgements about the academic performance's of others. Just remember, when karma hits...it hits you hard.

This is a good beginning...and a great ending to a lot of disastrous moments in my life. Praise Allah, God Almighty. I'm grateful I'm alive to see another day.