Friday, October 17, 2008

Dreaming for a career in Mediation

A mediator..an arbitrator..

It might be a more suitable job for me considering how afraid I am of attending Court.

I'm not too sure I have the patience to endure having to observe other people succumb to their emotional turmoil...but we're only human.Not hard to understand other people's predicament unless I was born selfish. Fortunately, I dare say I'm not THAT occupied with my own life to be so ignorant about what other people feel.

You may ask whether there are people out there who are so self-engrossed. My answer is? You'll be surprised to find how many people out there who are so in love with themselves to even notice whats going on outside their little bubble...

Well...a mediator...an arbitrator..?

That is the question...

God Almighty..help me in this one?

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Long silence...then big changes =)

Frankly..life makes more sense now. I have tonnes of people to thank for this change but most importantly, I thank God Almighty for giving me the strength and patience to overcome all obstacles which stood in between me and my sanity.

*Deep breath*

I'm happy and I'm complete.

Right now, all i see is happy moments. I see the future ahead of me much clearly now. Needless to say all i needed to do was to push away everything that was unnecessary and bad for me...

I pray that things remain this way. My way.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Crystal bracelets, anyone?






Hey hey...

Check this out...i've got sample pics of crystal bracelets for sale...

Mind you..there are only two samples so far and are not second hand items...

For the ones who prefer other colours, that can be arranged when you place orders through me =)

Who made them?

Someone so special to me who puts in her heart and soul in everything she does...

These bracelets make good gifts for your mothers, sisters, girlfriends, relatives etc...

For those who are interested, you can make your orders through me via comments and i'll get back to you...=)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

It all begins now.

Write up has been long overdue...

In the span of almost 6 months being briefly absent from the blogging world, I turned a year older...although not too sure, any wiser...

I have learnt many things over the years but I'm pretty sure it's not enough to gear up me for whats waiting for me out there.

It's like being covered by this blanket or curtain. Suddenly when the blanket and curtain has been lifted, the shock becomes oh!so overwhelming because then I'd think twice as to whether I know myself enough to trust the judgements I'm bound to make for myself and my loved ones in the near future.

And with that in mind, let me touch a little bit about the beginning...

It's begins with the beginning of the end of many things which I personally choose to put behind me...

The hardest part of my life is trying to be someone I'm not and that desperate urge to fit in with the wrong kind of people. Hard, not because it was necessary, but because I wanted to...and I had to pay that hefty price with that...my 'bleeding' back and the worst sort of mentality. How could one sit down and talk about the negative aspects of others? I'm glad I did not get carried away by being part of these insensitive people.

And...with regards to my academic performance, I think we all deserve what we got. So before we go asking others what they Failed...lets be positive about it and congratulate each other for the papers we've passed. In this aspect, no one should make any...and i mean ANY passing judgements about the academic performance's of others. Just remember, when karma hits...it hits you hard.

This is a good beginning...and a great ending to a lot of disastrous moments in my life. Praise Allah, God Almighty. I'm grateful I'm alive to see another day.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Full stop

Yesterday marked a pretty significant day for me. The end of a year in the retail industry. The reason why I quit? Simple. I'm focusing on more important things now. Besides, I need my weekends. =)

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Got my thinking cap on.

Looks like I'm gonna be thinking for the longest time.

Monday, March 10, 2008

A change would do you good

Done are we with the National Election frenzy. Results are out. And as far as I am concerned, what is done…is inevitable done. Some are still in shock, some overjoyed and some…are preparing for an Emergency. As for me, I didn’t specifically fit in a specific slot on Saturday to camp out in the living room with coffee and junk food (it would have been so…un-hip of me), but thinking back, I regret not of the decision I made, I have the right to see what the future would bring.

700, 000 newly registered voters this elections and wow! That really brought a change. Didn’t it? See…change…the word isn’t all that bad. To be different, to vary. Hmm…in this context, a more appropriate word would be: to exchange. By 5 a.m., the checklist given to all us avid readers of the Star was partially complete. In order to put our minds to rest, we had to do a lil’ math to figure out the slight ‘difference’ which brought extravagant change. See…its that word again, change!

It was weird to have tucked myself to bed with all these weird political dialogues still playing in my head, “government, opposition…ink….argh!” But then Sheryl Crow came to the rescue, when she sang in rather chirpy, motivating manner. “A change would do you good…” And there it is folks…a change.

For good or bad, let’s just weigh it by instilling a proper mentality. Let’s be open to it. Let’s accept it…no, I didn’t mean the ‘come what may’ attitude, but let us be rational about this. Some may quickly claim so and so will lead to this and that. Yes…yes….It’s human nature to get all paranoid.

But I believe as amazed we are of the outcomes of the recent elections, hold your horses! The fun ain’t over yet. So let us observe…and we’ll bring about more changes. How’s that for a start?