Dreaming for a career in Mediation

A mediator..an arbitrator..

It might be a more suitable job for me considering how afraid I am of attending Court.

I'm not too sure I have the patience to endure having to observe other people succumb to their emotional turmoil...but we're only human.Not hard to understand other people's predicament unless I was born selfish. Fortunately, I dare say I'm not THAT occupied with my own life to be so ignorant about what other people feel.

You may ask whether there are people out there who are so self-engrossed. My answer is? You'll be surprised to find how many people out there who are so in love with themselves to even notice whats going on outside their little bubble...

Well...a mediator...an arbitrator..?

That is the question...

God Almighty..help me in this one?

Long silence...then big changes =)

Frankly..life makes more sense now. I have tonnes of people to thank for this change but most importantly, I thank God Almighty for giving me the strength and patience to overcome all obstacles which stood in between me and my sanity.

*Deep breath*

I'm happy and I'm complete.

Right now, all i see is happy moments. I see the future ahead of me much clearly now. Needless to say all i needed to do was to push away everything that was unnecessary and bad for me...

I pray that things remain this way. My way.